Lincoln

Lincoln is starting his first day at Kindergarten today and my heart goes out to him. I really wish I could be there to see him when he gets home from school. It's so hard to know what he might have to face in school, when I just want what's really best for him but I know what I went through and I just hope he doesn't have to go through that. I don't know how I'll deal with sending my own children to school. I really miss him, even the monstrous, destructive side of him.
Everything just feels like a lot right now.