As I work towards graduation, I look back at all of the wonderful things I have done; my high marks, my certificates, my adventures. Yet, I sit here mortified of myself.
Why do I feel like I am failing myself? Like I haven't done quite enough? Where is my self esteem? Haven't I earned at least a little of it after all of the hard work I've put it in to make my family and teachers proud? And more importantly, why aren't I proud? Why don't I feel pride?
I sit in classes with the back of my eyeballs stinging because I feel completely unworthy for anybody. What is wrong with me?
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