For the first time in a very very very long I have been the subject of this strange bullying thing that girls do. I have been talked about behind my back in a manner that no one should be proud to admit to. I have been unfairly judged by people who don't know me. I don't know why this exist in such a modern age. I can't fathom why anyone would say means things about me. I don't understand it.
I have tried so hard for so long to be the best person I possibly can be. I work so hard for everything I achieve and so hard for everything I believe in but because of that I'm what? A try-hard? A teacher's pet? Is this fair? No. Is it happening? Yes. My grades are high but apparently I'm not so I must be getting extra help from my boyfriend? I try so hard to be nice to everyone. I do. I try. So why am I being subjected to such slander? Why? I forgot how much it hurt to know that people hate you. I'm realizing how much it hurts to think that what you thought your persona was, isn't at all what other people think you are.
Why are people to mean to each other? Why does this cruel attitude exist amongst us? I don't fucking understand these close-minded bastards. I am not who you think I am. You do not know me.
No comments:
Post a Comment